In June last year I came back to Poland after lots years of living in Germany.In the beginning everything was great and beatiful,but it's normally,when you come to a new place that you look at everything and everyone with blind eyes.xD Without to know the real local life.But then you start to see the reality as me did.
Lots pensions are cloistered.I don't want to make it looks like they all would be like that,but
generalizing they are cloistered,looking at every pence before spending it.
In this postocmunistic country there arent real changes.Everytime I am watching NEWS,seeing the politicans I am laughing about their stupid scandals & affairs and BIG BIG STINKS.xD
They all pretend to hate the comunistic times,but fact is these times were often better then the present-days.At least ppl always had enough foods,if only they had it now.
Alot of ppl are also in the negative with some things.Without spining any insults on pensions there is to say that mostly they concentrate their life on Radio-Maria,a conservative catholical radio-channel with its own way of Truth.I complitely understand it,cuz they all grew up in hard times,where you wasn't allowed to say what you think or to learn anything new.
The teens are diffrent as everywhere.Some are hip-hoppers,some dresses(techno) and some totaly diffrent.Looking at this country I'd say it is cold,ill-disposed to many things like another religions and sexual-orientations,a thing I especially want to accentuate ^w^
They partly cannot accept another way to love,believing they all were only pansys.In my opinion there is a too hard generalization.I mean beeing homosexual doesnt make a worst human out of me,a pansy,do it?
Do not forget that every society has their own "pansys",criminals,rappers.-Our,the homosexual society is small,so that you see those crimes,cuz of their's curiosity...I do not see the point in such a way of thinking.You cannot only look for evil in some of us and judging the other ones.
..There is an other side of the coin,too.A emotional one I'd like to explain,regarding on religion.Fact is that we aren't only empty and ever f***ing ppl.We also own a sensitive soul,and know the meaning of "love"
I mean no God told us: It is bad to love. Yes,there are verses in the Bible that tell about two men in love.It is written that we won't see the gate of heaven.But me I do not really believe in that thing,cuz the bible have been written by humans,living in diffrent times with diffrent views on life.I bet,inside them existed fanatically people,believeing that some day God talked to them.
I have my own opinion,and know that you can find anty-arguments,but it is a question I tried to as\nswer myself after some conversations with priests of diffrent religions.-Does god condamn ppl like me?Am I nothing,only the evil? Of course you can answer in diffrent ways, f.e saying that God did not create us,but the human oneself,and yes its right I guess......Some of us say,God created people like me,but intened to make we only love platonically.
Personally I think,God never intened to tolerate moral harms,injurys made by his "childs" at his childs.So I ask,would He admit into such a state,such a psychical change?Was he happy to see us attacked by the "normal" poeple?...My opinion is clear!It is not bad to love.To love physically and psychically.-I mean LOVE is something beatiful and wonderful,giving us satisfaction,backing and a feeling of grandiosity.A feeling like this cannot be a SIN.We are abel to love,so why not?It is only good to us!
Poeple are scared of things they don't know,or have such a point of view,cuz of their family teachings.
In cases when there is a long frinedship,or just a short one,where your frineds get know your liking they often become scared,thinking that from now on he will try flirting or even more.Though they knew that person for many years!Unreasoned apprehensions,beacause that person lived with them such a long time and they shall know their personality as well.
What to hell does your orientaion be important for?-For friendship? I dont mind!
It doesn't matter,whether you are black or white,jew or buddhist.Your still a huaman!
Generalizating that blacks are bad cuz some fo them stole,Jews bad cuz of Greed and me,I am bad cuz I love diffrent is crazy.Only a human inanity.
Judging ppl because of their nationalitys,orienatation,ways of beeing is not wise.God teaches love,so we shall start showing our love to our loved but leave condamning ppl.We shall turn ppl around.Poeple that have problems with selfconfidence,self-acceptance,which are caused by the public points of view and reactions.Those ppl are scared of the public,seeing help in making familys and living in a ever-lie.
I think,that will be up some day,and we will realize that.
